The Right to Die
It was with great interest that I watched Sir Terry Pratchett’s programme and the
following discussion hosted by Jeremy Paxman. Yet there seemed to be a need to
balance the right to die, with the responsibility to live. This is the perspective,
which would have come out of a more detailed look at the London Cabbie and his
hospice care. It was an area that was not really covered because of pressure of time and space – neither was the standpoint of the family, or personal assistant.
From my personal point of view, if there had not been a responsibility to maintain
life, I would not have ever met two very important influences on my life.
The first was my maternal grandfather, with whom we lived as a family for the first
11 years of my life. He was gassed during the 1st World War and discharged from the army in 1917. He took me on paddle boat trips from Barry to Weston-super-Mare, across the Bristol Chanel. Not everything was easy in the latter years, as it was decided to stop sending him to hospital for treatment from an ever increasing number of strokes and heart attacks. He showed his courage, I had my evening meals with him and my Nan in their room, laid on the bed and enjoyed chatting through the day with him. I wasn’t there when he died, which I have regretted through the years – but the adults thought it was best,
when he died in 1965. He died peacefully in bed at home with care from doctors
and district nurses from the local practice. The carers becoming friends..
The second was an aunt, Ruthie, who had Downs’ Syndrome. She was about 60 when she
died having lived life to the full. She began life at a time when the perceived
wisdom was to have such children shut away. Her parents (my paternal
grandparents) wanted Ruthie to have the best standard of life possible. They
looked for special swimming classes, children’s and later day centres where she
could be encouraged, stimulated and grow in confidence. Where such facilities
were not available, they tried to initiate them. Initially they went to Cardiff, but then helped raise money to hire a Hall monthly, where they started and ran a local support group for Downs’ Syndrome children, adults and their families to support each other. This involved parties, dances and many other activities. They also raised support from local government for the work – was this an early form of the ‘Big Society’?
The cases for my parents was more difficult, because as an only child all decisions
were down to me. But again, it had been possible to discuss final palliative
treatment with both my parents. Mum had altzheimer’s and Dad suffered from
macular degeneration and a detached retina. They were able to spend the last 4
years of their lives together in a residential/altzheimers home, which was the
best thing I could imagine for them. It meant that their grandsons Matt and
Luke were able to, and did, visit regularly until dad ended up in hospital. Mum
died in the residential home (July 2009), whereas Dad died in the Bristol Royal
Infirmary due to trying to get medicines balanced out (September 2009).
Unfortunately, the boys are watching me waste away with cancer, but we walk the journey into the unknown with faith, in a God who has shown Himself to be faithful in every way so far. My prayer is that He will continue to sustain them Matt, Luke and Cathryn (my wife) in their faith and in their faith in the wonderful God whom we worship.
As a minister of religion, I have been challenged on the right to die a number of
times. I will always, whilst arguing for the sanctity of life from personal experience and that of other’s grief, believe that there is a right time to die. This is known only to God, but when it is right for people to die, they will know, as it will be a time that will bring greater peace than anguish, not only to them but also those by whom they are loved, because it is God’s perfect time.
Even in the current story line on Emmerdale we come up with the right to die and the
responsibilities that go with it. The family reaction to Jackson’s death,
except father, has been one of not wanting to and yet feeling that it’s the
last thing they can do. This has resulted in their assuming that everyone else,
including the local vicar, Ashley, must conform with their wishes. Instead Ashley has challenged their understanding, by refusing to conduct the funeral on faith grounds. This makes it hard for everyone and will undoubtedly lead to further anger, bitterness in the future. Surely, Ashley also has the right to respond according to his conviction that
other people aiding the death of another person is wrong, he should not be
expected to conform to the request of others. He has offered for the church to
be used for the funeral in the church and arrange for another minister to carry
out the service – if in fact, another colleague will.
We cannot play God and judge others, but we can show integrity to our beliefs. These
are big issues and involve questions such as what would Jesus/God do in this
situation?
In conclusion, our rights to determine death should involve a responsibility to discuss such
matters with those whom we love and who love us. These need to be detailed and
honest, because if we get it wrong such discussions can leave deep seated damaged
feelings in those who remain.